At first, Liesel could not talk. Perhaps it was the sudden bumpiness of love she felt for him. Or had she always loved him? It's likely. Restricted as she was from speaking, she wanted him to kiss her. She wanted him to drag her hand across and pull her over. It didn't matter where. Her mouth, her neck, her cheek. Her skin was empty for it, waiting.
the book thief- markus zusak

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Letter Number Ten


{photocredit: someone special}
10/29/10
My most precious Avvian,

I love the above picture. :) It reminds me so much of us. Strolling along through trees the color of fire. :) Just trying to kill time and act like we arn’t busy. I know that this is my second letter today, but I thought we needed to buckle down and talk about something serious. Not saying God isn’t serious, that’s not what I mean at all.

I sat with papaw yesterday, and I noticed that he still wore his wedding band.

And now I think you deserve some family history from my perspective in this point of my life.

My mamaw left my papaw. I still don’t like it. I’m still mad at her for hurting him. And now my parents want a divorce. That makes my mother a second generation divorcee or something of that nature. And I hate it.

So bad.

And I’m so afraid that I’ll forget how much I love you and carry on this legacy of anger and divorce, and Av, that is the last thing I want with you. I want to get old with you Av. :) I want to spend every second of our time still on earth loving you. I love the fact that you’re mine. You have no idea. I have never felt this in love with anyone. And I don’t even know you yet.

I’m so glad that there is a God, and that He does have a plan. :)
Especially for us Av.

I said that I wasn’t going to date until I found you. And someone said that I would never find you then, but I don’t believe that. I think we’ll know. It’s one of those things where you get to know someone as a friend. You know I want Av, I want to go aboutSave as Draft this all the right way. I want to make sure that you are the one before I kiss you.

That sounds silly. But I don’t want to kiss a bunch more guys. Just you. And I hope you respect me for that. It’s just that I’ve given so much of myself away already ya know? I don’t want to be tempted to do it again.

I’m ready to be married right now :> I’m ready to be with you forever.

But I trust God, and His plan is better I’m positive.

I’ll see you soon Av.
I love you

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